I never
thought I'd say this.
To be honest, I didn't thought I had it in me.
But I don't
believe in love anymore.
No, that is
not right. I do believe in love. I feel love, I am loved by friends and family,
I see love all around me. I am, indeed, a hopeless romantic. That can't be
denied.
I just
don't believe I will ever find love.
You know, when you find the one and
you feel butterflies and all that jazz. I have started to think I just don't
see in my future anymore. I don't know
when that happened, but I just realized and it made me incredibly sad.
Because,
you know, that makes me a romantic who doesn't expect to find love someday. And
isn't it ironic? (I'm looking at you, Alanis)
I just hope I'll prove myself wrong someday.
