I never thought I'd say this.
To be honest, I didn't thought I had it in me.
But I don't believe in love anymore.
No, that is not right. I do believe in love. I feel love, I am loved by friends and family, I see love all around me. I am, indeed, a hopeless romantic. That can't be denied.
I just don't believe I will ever find love. You know, when you find the one and you feel butterflies and all that jazz. I have started to think I just don't see in my future anymore. I don't know when that happened, but I just realized and it made me incredibly sad.
Because, you know, that makes me a romantic who doesn't expect to find love someday. And isn't it ironic? (I'm looking at you, Alanis)
I just hope I'll prove myself wrong someday.